Sigh¡ since one of my friends threw me one of those ¡°Was wondering if you had a girlfriend¡± questions last night on ICQ I believe I¡¯ve been suffering from mental instabilities throughout the day. In fact I actually found myself turning green with pangs of pure jealousy whenever I see couples of lovebirds hold each other hands intimately while I was just wandering around aimlessly in a shopping mall later after work. Argh. (No thanks to you [email protected]~w!tch) Not that I wasn¡¯t attractive, didn¡¯t have any secret admirers or something like that but¡ It¡¯s really hard and really too embarassing to explain. Aaarrgghhh.